Angels... come in all sizes

So... I am waiting to be fetched to go home to my beautiful baby. I saw this quote on Pinterest, it rang so true for me.

I used to be a very doubtful, I would say negative to a point, always second guessing kind of person. The reason I did not want have a baby is cos I wasn't sure if I would be a good mum. Having lost my mum so early. It was that loss that made me doubtful but was the loss of another person that took that away. Being alone is one of my biggest fears, however selfish it may sound that is the reason we decide to have a baby.

The moment Myuri kicked for the first time, this world become beautiful. It was just me and her against the world. She made everything seem so much more attractive.

The moment I looked at her and the doctor said, "Mum, there is no doubt she is yours". That was the moment I knew I would do anything for my little human. I would give up my life for her.

Her smile makes me want to wake up and face the world. It makes me want to be a better person. I want to be a good example for her. I want to make proud so one day she could proudly say that's my mum.

Myuri has that power to make this over obsessive, OCD , always second guessing, negative person see that despite the sour lemons the world is still sugary sweet like lemonade :)